Finding patience in a Monet


I came across a Monet painting recently and noticed the date.  I was surprised to find out that it was completed over the course of four years.  I’d always thought that I was a slacker if I didn’t finish an art project in a few days.

The painting is called “San Giorgio Maggiore at Dusk”, or in the original French, “Saint-Georges Majeur au Crepuscule”.  The dates are 1908-1912.  It looks like a pretty simple piece to me.  It looks like something that could be knocked out in an afternoon.  But then again, I’m not a famous artist.  Maybe he just made it look easy.

I’ve decided to take this to heart.  I’ve decided to be more patient with my art and with myself.  This is a dangerous place to be for me.  If I don’t push myself enough I won’t do anything.  I’ll let projects sit half completed.  I’ll start things and not finish them.  But then again, if I do things too fast, I’ll not have time to do them well.  I’ll not take the time to let them digest, or ferment, or mellow.  Some things are better if they are done slowly.  Some things have to be done slowly if they are going to be done right.

I’m not in a race.  I don’t have any assignments.  Creating isn’t my job.  There aren’t any deadlines.  The only rules I have are ones I’ve created.  I’m reminded of Luke Skywalker about to enter the cave on Dagobah.  The only thing he took in there was himself.  Sometimes that is the scariest thing of all.

When I create, I take with me all the rules that I’ve been given of how things have to be and all the rules I’ve made up.  I put limits on myself before I’ve even begun.  I have expectations that prevent me from finding innovations. Part of my practice now is to not limit myself anymore.  It is to be open and trusting to what God is leading me to be and to become. I encourage you to do the same.


About betsybeadhead

Hello, and Welcome. My name is Betsy, and I like beads and prayers. Fortunately those two things are more related than I ever realized. You are invited to “like” my Facebook page titled “Betsy Beadhead” and thus see what I’m talking about in my posts when I try to explain something using beads rather than words. This whole thing started because of that. Then I couldn't figure out how to post pictures so I just started writing. I string together words the same way I string together beads, and both serve the same purpose. I work at a library, surrounded by ideas brushing up against each other. I draw, paint, and collage. I study world religions. In all these experiences I like combining different things and making new things, and stretching my understanding of what “is” and what “has to be.” You are welcome to share my posts - just please give credit where credit is due. I'm anti-censorship but I'm also anti-plagiarism.
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